This is… Wow… I wish I had a friend who wld do this for me when I told them about my cutting problemsThe other night I was Skyping with one of my best friends. She lives in Holland and I live in America, so we don’t get to talk often. I trust her so much, and every time we talk I just feel so loved. She’s amazing.
I was talking to her about cutting, and started telling her about how I sometimes take pictures of my self-harm instead of writing about it, or in addition to writing about it. I don’t normally show people the pictures, but I sent her a few. She had been sharing her screen with me because I’d been watching her draw something, so I saw when she opened the files.
She opened this picture, kept it on the screen for a few seconds, closed it, and opened it again in Photoshop. I watched, confused, thinking it had been an accident.
I watched quietly while she erased every line of blood, every scar, every cut from my body. I started recording the screen without thinking- I needed to be able to watch it again. I knew I would need to feel that sense of… relief. That there was someone in my life who knew the extent of me and could still see through to something beautiful.
I wanted to share this with you because I think it’s important. If you feel anything close to how I felt when I saw this, I’m happy. Because you should know that it’s possible to be loved, underneath the pain and the scars and the blood. We are all beautiful.
You’re beautiful, and above all, you are not alone.
This is one of the most beautiful things I’ve ever seen on Tumblr. I’m crying so hard right now.
Wow. JUST BEAUTIFUL!
I’m crying so hard right now too because even though I ultimately didn’t do it, I was really, really close to self harm when I was majorly depressed in 2010. I ended up choosing alcohol over the knife many times. I reached out to several different people and none of them had the compassion to reach back like this person did even though they were on different friggin continents.
If anyone needs someone to talk to, you can message me.
I started crying to hard. So freakin’ hard. This is beautiful. *sobs*
I can be this friend. I need this friend.
Have you ever wondered, what if we were all just living in a dream that we can’t wake up from? The people around us, the physical world we’re in, could all just be figments of our imagination put together to create this crazy dream that we’re all stuck in.
What if we think someone else is judging us, it’s really not them, but how we’re judging ourselves. We can’t blame society anymore for making us think we’re not pretty enough, because society doesn’t really exist. It’s really all just made up in our minds.
Have you noticed that when you’ve lost touch with some of the people in your life, and maybe years later you want to get back in touch with them, but it seems like their existence has been wiped right off the face of the earth? What if those people were figments of our imagination too, and the reason we can’t find them anymore is because they’ve been lost in our memories forever?
What if everything that’s happening to us in this life right now is all part of that dream, that story of our lives that we’ve created in our heads? That means that we actually could have the power to make events in our life just disappear, but we just haven’t figured out exactly how to do that yet.
What if this crazy life we think we’re living now is all really nothing but a mere dream, and when we finally wake up from this dream, all this craziness would all just disappear like it never existed in the first place?
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MUMMY I WANT!
baby, we are meant to be. im fangirling so bad right now, its not even funny
The Singaporean Way #13
I’m pretty sure I’m not the only one in Singapore that’s thinking “THIS WEATHER IS FUCKING KILLING ME RIGHT NOW!”
I hate Singapore weather. If it’s not hot, it’s wet, but right now it’s just TOO FUCKING HOT!
(CAN SOMEONE TURN OFF THE SUN PLEASE? 5.5 MILLION PEOPLE ARE DYING IN THIS HEAT!)
This is the worst heat exposure I’ve ever experienced in Singapore, and this is coming from a girl who’s lived her whole life on this stupid island. Thanks to this heat (which I presume is the result of globalfuckingwarming), I’ve been suffering from nose bleeds the past few days.
I cannot wait to be done with school and fly myself to New York or Washington to study. The weather is just way too hot here!
Just last month, the weather was perfectly fine. There were days when I could go out in longs and not feel warm. It would feel like I was walking down the streets of London in Spring. Now I just feel like walking out stark naked because it’s so damn hot!
Come to think of it, maybe it wasn’t all that bad that the Ferrari crashed into the cab. He saved 2 more people and himself from this stupid heat! Maybe that’s why he crashed. BECAUSE HE COULDN’T TAKE THE HEAT!
THIS WEATHER IS FUCKING CRAZY!
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P.S. I don’t actually think the Ferrari driver was innocent. If he can afford to buy a Ferrari, I’m pretty sure his family can pull together enough money to support the late cabbie’s family. #justsaying
remember the kid who voiced Nemo on Finding Nemo?
Reblog and click the picture
whoa! someone hit puberty ;)
Holy.Crap.
